If I melt the story off the post I posted yesterday -what’s left isthis weave of wordswoven through the actual post:‘Something’ deep inside calls me to Live:The inner Silence and Stillnessthat opens the way foreverything to flow…The natural, internal Rhythmthat nourishes me…The rhythm of contentmentwhen one deeply rests inthe “lap” of the Beloved;where everythingunfoldsnaturallyinitsowntimeThe wisdom of the HeartThe depths of BeingThe realm of the BelovedIt is ‘This’ that calls to me,time and time again ~to kindle the flame of Life withinremembering who “I” really am:The flow and rhythm of the Beloved…Simply Living...
Mystic Meandering
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March 2011
~*~I also extracted this golden weave of wisdoms fr0m all your wonderful comments:It is the whisperof a heart’s longing,aching to be heard.Listen to it…It IS the Beloved…Just accept life,not wanting it to be different.Embrace itand let go.There is never anything wrong.You is perfect the way you are…Walk into the unknowninto the Arms of the Beloved…Live in the moment,day by day.BreatheWe are the Beloved…That is the simplicity…~*~
Mystic Meandering
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March 2011
With much love to you allfor such wonderful wisdom!
“In the secret recesses of the heartbeyond the teachings of this worldcalls a still, small voicesinging a song unchangedfrom the foundation of the world.Speak to me in sunsets and in starlight.Speak to me in the eyes of a child.You Who call to me from a smile.My cosmic beloved…Tell me who I amAnd who I always will be.Help me to remember.”Joan Borysenko~Self is what you areFathomlessSelf is the HeartIt shines to ItSelf by ItSelfin ItSelf…Self is what gives breath to life…Only Self is…Self is the indwelling of all beingsIt is always hereAnd you are always ThatIt is your Heart…all comes back to the Heart…PapajiExcerpts from:
The Truth Is~*~
“You’re coming Home. And the way home means traveling back through the dark tunnel of yourself. It means facing up to the pain that has not been faced… You’ll notice that you are alive underneath. Go through it. Don’t lose heart. Emotion does not have the power to endure.The only thing that separates you is your unhappiness. You’ve had to run away from it since the day you were born. You’ve got to pass through that unhappiness. Feel the emotion. Being is beyond feeling and yet it includes feeling.The timeless and ever-present sense of well-being is the natural state of man. It is the womb-consciousness.When man rediscovers the timeless womb-consciousness he feels the well-being as the indisputable, timeless sense of well-being. And in the well-being consciousness of the womb he perceives or realizes he is that timeless consciousness.”From: Stillness is the Wayby Barry Long~“All there is is unborn Tao;the field that gives riseto any and allpossible conditions and content –including this story…”Rob HaighRadical Tao~The Primordial Womb of Stillnessis the spacious Womb of Silence in which everything existsand has being…It is the felt experience of Home ~ our Beingness ~the ever-present Awareness,our Natural State…The Sourceof all life…It *is* Life ItSelf…from which there is no separation…Everything is suspended inthis Womb of AwarenessFall back into Its Embrace…You are Home…Just TrustJust LoveJust BeExcerpts from journal notesSept 2009Photo – South Pole Aurora Borealisphotographer unknown
Experiencing anxiety over life changes lately
pales in comparisonto the loss and grief being experienced around the world,through war, tragedy and natural disaster,especially in Japan at this time.This post is to remember all thosewho cry out fromthe pain of their heart.I pray that the cries of thebrokenhearted are heardand that all will *feel*cradled in the Heartof The Beloved.~*~There is a brokennessout of which comes the unbroken,a shatterednessout of which blooms the unshatterable.There is a sorrowbeyond all grief which leads to joyand a fragilityout of whose depths emerges strength.There is a hollow spacetoo vast for wordsthrough which we pass with each loss,out of whose darknesswe are sanctioned into being.There is a cry deeper than all soundwhose serrated edges cut the heartas we break open to the place insidewhich is unbreakable and whole,while learning to sing.Rashani – 1991~*~Trust that a thread of loveoperates in everythingand listen deeply for this Love…Adyashanti ~*~And someone from Japan wroteon their Facebook page:“Land moves, heart is still.”~*~Blessings to all…
I received an article in the Non-Duality Highlights Newsletter and I thought I’d share an excerpt from it. For me it is a good reminder of how to “prepare” for this upcoming life experience – our “second journey” as B calls it. I find I’m not as prepared for this as I thought I would be. A myriad of emotions are flooding this system. This heart is not so brave after-all. Oh I have my “plan” of being a “pioneering woman”, independent, on my own, living a contemplative life, adventurous – pursuing art, photography, meditation, writing, as well as doing all the mundane things that need to be “caught up on” around here – paying attention to house and heart that have been neglected over the years. But the heart is not ready for a “pioneering life” yet. It seems there is some preparation needed as layers of submerged feelings are beginning to release in waves. Last night I had a nightmare, or so I’m told. I don’t remember it. Evidently I’m already tapping into the well of hidden material that is rising to the surface “in preparation.” I knew it would come, just not this soon. I am not one to apply “positive think”, but this article gave me a clue as to how I might approach this new experience with its inherent uprising of feelings.The article itself is an excerpt from a book called: Beyond the Separate Self – The End of Anxiety and Mental Suffering by Colin Drake. Here’s the excerpt:“What is required is a paradigm shift which will change [how one sees] the moment to moment experience… The easiest way to do this is to enquire into the nature of life, which entails investigating experience itself:1. [Become aware that] ‘Life is just a series of moment-to-moment experiences.’ 2. Any moment of experience has only three elements: thoughts, sensations, and awareness of these thoughts and sensations.3.Thoughts and sensations are ephemeral, that is they come and go, are ‘things’ that are perceived.4.Awareness is the constant subject, the ‘perceiver’ of thoughts and sensations and that which is always present.5. All thoughts and sensations appear in awareness, exist in awareness, and subside back into awareness. Before any particular thought or sensation there is effortless awareness of ‘what is’: the sum of all thoughts and sensations occurring at any given instant. During the thought or sensation in question, there is effortless awareness of it within ‘what is’. Then when it has gone there is still effortless awareness of ‘what is.’6. So the body/mind is experienced as a flow of ephemeral objects appearing in this awareness. Any external object or thing is experienced as a combination of thought and sensation. It is awareness of these thoughts and sensations that constitutes our experience.7. Therefore, this awareness is the constant substratum in which all things appear to arise, exist and subside. All living things rely on awareness of their environment to exist and their behaviour is directly affected by this. Thus this awareness exists at a deeper level than body/mind (and matter/energy) and we are this awareness!8. This does not mean that at a surface level we are not the mind and body, for they arise in, are perceived by and subside back into awareness, which is the deepest and most fundamental level of our being. If we choose to identify with this deepest level – awareness – rather than the surface level - mind/body - then thoughts and sensations are seen for what they truly are – just ephemeral objects which come and go, leaving awareness itself totally unaffected..."~~~~~
I am also reminded by this that my “preparation” is really about getting back to the basics: awareness, openness, allowing and trusting. Bringing awareness to my experience, with its inherent feelings – and – bringing awareness to the inherent Awareness in which this life-experience is occurring; being open to seeing Life unfolding ItSelf in all of this experience through the viewfinder of Awareness – allowing it all; trusting this innate sense of Beingness that lives here – that lives this Life that is living ItSelf here; and REMEMBERing that That is who “I” am within this whirlwind of thought, feeling, and emotion… At this point life is a blur, as I am beginning to experience this experience as a “death” of sorts; a death of a way of life, its conditionings and attachments – with the necessary losses, sadness and grief that accompanies that; as well as the anxiety and uncertainty for a life-experience yet to be lived. Yet I know that this “death” that is about to occur is absolutely necessary for the Kindling of Life…Once again stepping into the unknown…~*~For a wonderful piece on “story” read the post at
Grace Is Now