tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8905400852427551541.post4475761259977294227..comments2024-03-28T12:32:29.797-06:00Comments on Mystic Meandering: Inner Wave "Window"Mystic Meanderinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09746429719911446865noreply@blogger.comBlogger13125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8905400852427551541.post-79566912078457410652010-09-27T13:59:57.955-06:002010-09-27T13:59:57.955-06:00"landlocked Hearts"! Hmmmmm....I don'..."landlocked Hearts"! Hmmmmm....I don't think so! Nothing's locked those hearts up. :) Nothing except, maybe, Space.<br />XOXOLesliehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13743354976488736999noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8905400852427551541.post-14754216495969773742010-09-27T12:02:23.525-06:002010-09-27T12:02:23.525-06:00"landlocked Hearts"! How appropriate Les..."landlocked Hearts"! How appropriate Leslie! :) Yes - needing some Ocean fluidity for sure. I'm sure we can all add a few tears to the swells of the Pacific! Too funny :) Thanks!<br />Lovebeams... CMystic Meanderinghttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09746429719911446865noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8905400852427551541.post-32909398987222451742010-09-27T10:44:09.066-06:002010-09-27T10:44:09.066-06:00Eventually we need to meet, Beautiful Hearts!
YES!...Eventually we need to meet, Beautiful Hearts!<br />YES!!! If any of you landlocked Hearts want to come to Santa Cruz...I have a spare bedroom and the back yard is sinking -- FAST -- from gophers. I promise you'll feel straight-away at home. <br />If I let out all the emotions I'd give this Pacific a run for it's money.<br />XOXOLeslienoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8905400852427551541.post-24809216548506371492010-09-27T09:53:31.519-06:002010-09-27T09:53:31.519-06:00Thank you Maria! Beautiful...
Yes, "staying ...Thank you Maria! Beautiful...<br /><br />Yes, "staying open...surrendering...to the waves that come out of nowhere"! :) I'm in surrender mode at the moment... Actually feels more like succumbing...But it a "good" thing - freeing... death and rebirth...<br /><br />I have had moments such as you describe in the grocery store! A sudden wave of emotion, needing to cry will arise...oh dear, where to go. You just never know when that wave is going to come in.<br /><br />Love to you! :)Mystic Meanderinghttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09746429719911446865noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8905400852427551541.post-17900407969149902382010-09-27T08:42:46.132-06:002010-09-27T08:42:46.132-06:00Eventually we need to meet, Beautiful Hearts!
Yes...Eventually we need to meet, Beautiful Hearts!<br /><br />Yes--my brother lives in Longmont, and took me to Red Rocks for a show. It was amazing.<br /><br />Gophers are cute, indeed! And since the ankle injury is part of the Big Picture, I'm investigating it deeply. <br />Speaking of heartache...it all wants to resolve itself, and we fight it. But staying "open" allows spontaneous healing. An example: I went for a hike with the aforementioned brother a few months ago (we were somewhere above Nederland)and was fine...happy, even. But at the turnaround point--huge boulders overhanging a river--I sat down for a rest and was overwhelmed by a wave of sadness and grief that seemed to come out of nowhere. Tears just ran!<br />I tried to be unobtrusive, but in a few minutes, my brother sat next to me and put his arms around me, and his friend nodded her head and said, "Yes, this is a really good place for a cleansing!"...which made me laugh and cry at the same time. I just let it go, mopped my face, and gave the loving people my gratitude for their complete understanding. It was a huge weight off me, and all I did was surrender!<br />In the middle of it all, it feels like it could kill me. Yes, I'm dying...and yes, I'm alive. We all are. But Life wants to be good, and free...<br /><br />Much love,<br />MariaMariahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17377339385445814624noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8905400852427551541.post-46429197496175589492010-09-27T00:55:08.532-06:002010-09-27T00:55:08.532-06:00Hey Leslie ~ Wellllll, dancing may not be your th...Hey Leslie ~ Wellllll, dancing may not be your thing :) So maybe another approach...<br /><br />This is something else I do. I approach from many different angles :)<br /><br />See the feeling of heartache as energy, experience it as energy. Get a sense of what it feels like energetically - is it stuck energy, is it moving, is it dark, where is it located in the body, etc. Come to the edge of it and meet it, touch it from the space of Awareness *as* Awareness (The Beloved), with awareness. Just keep meeting it in this way, breathing into it. Meet it with curiosity by asking what it wants or needs, or what it's purpose or function is (Pamela Wilson style). If you journal you can write what it feels like, or dialogue with it (asking the same questions as above, etc.) Expressing your feelings on paper helps to "get it out" too. And then you're not freaking your neighbors out :) <br /><br />Hope this helps :) Love, ChristineMystic Meanderinghttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09746429719911446865noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8905400852427551541.post-34417399929594251772010-09-26T21:09:40.209-06:002010-09-26T21:09:40.209-06:00Hi Christine,
"feeling *into* the feeling of ...Hi Christine,<br />"feeling *into* the feeling of heartache, and allowing the music to move you"...OMG...I'd probably fall down dead in a heap. Not being able to express emotion for fear someone will ask me 'about what?' has kept it bottled inside. Hmmm...I'll pull all the curtains and give this a try. Maybe. It's not a healthy way to live so it will have to come out somehow. I appreciate this suggestion.<br />The area around Red Rocks is beautiful. Aspens must be aflame right now.<br />Have a beautiful window sitting Chrisine.<br />XOXO<br />-LeslieLeslienoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8905400852427551541.post-37149437003224225742010-09-26T18:06:36.697-06:002010-09-26T18:06:36.697-06:00Sweet Leslie ~ How beautiful your visual of the Un...Sweet Leslie ~ How beautiful your visual of the Universe holding your heart!<br /><br />As to how to dance with heartache... I'm doing it now - although not the literal dancing part, as that has been curbed for the time being. But, I find that putting on slow, "sad" music - something that touches your heart - and feeling *into* the feeling of heartache, and allowing the music to move you, or allowing the *feeling* of heartache to move you. Feel into the feeling and see if you can feel the rhythm of it, the movement of it and move with that movement - let the movement move your body. Breath with it. Allow it to move and follow that movement. See where it wants to go. And allow yourself to emote! :)<br /><br />I am only about 30 mins or so from Red Rocks. Maria lives in Oregon, and was evidently visiting Colorado last Summer...<br /><br />Be well dear heart! Lovebeams - ChristineMystic Meanderinghttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09746429719911446865noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8905400852427551541.post-59469935877360436972010-09-26T17:31:40.867-06:002010-09-26T17:31:40.867-06:00What Maria says here is so true... "it seems ...What Maria says here is so true... "it seems as though honest and thorough releasing requires physical motion (for me)...releasing of grief AND joy!" I think our window sitting needs to be balanced with some movement. Especially for this one with an active mind. <br />Dearest Christine...please let me know how one dances with heartache. There was a while back, when I was realizing more and more this 'situation', that it felt as though the Universe was (literally) holding this physical heart. Almost sending healing warmth into the physical organ...as if to heal it or, perhaps, protect it from damage. There was a deep feeling of awe and gratitude and some fear concerning the necessity of this. <br />Maria...you are near Red Rocks? If those darn gophers weren't so blasted cute...<br />XOXO<br />-LeslieLeslienoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8905400852427551541.post-9847267394394767562010-09-26T10:08:35.183-06:002010-09-26T10:08:35.183-06:00Maria ~ I am grinning! Yesterday I put on the vid...Maria ~ I am grinning! Yesterday I put on the video and danced in the chair as well! LOL Am waiting to dance in my heart, but I feel that coming too - as I surrender more to THE Dance :) Right now there's still a lot of heartache - but that's okay too... I dance with the heartache! Wow - Dancing at Red Rocks! You were so close! Now that must have been some "wave!" :) <br /><br />Sorry about your ankle - hope it is healing.<br /><br />Much love, my heart dancing friend! :) ChristineMystic Meanderinghttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09746429719911446865noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8905400852427551541.post-80524093164350566682010-09-26T08:06:34.509-06:002010-09-26T08:06:34.509-06:00Christine, I almost cried when I read your post, b...Christine, I almost cried when I read your post, because I feel you so deeply on so many levels! I've always danced "spontaneously"...it seems as though honest and thorough releasing requires physical motion (for me)...releasing of grief AND joy! <br />This last summer, I danced with a couple of thousand souls at Red Rocks, all exploring that "wave". Fantastic, to say the least.<br />I almost broke my ankle a couple of weeks ago (stepped in a gopher hole), which has prevented me from doing lots of things I normally do...but as soon as I could put any weight on it, I danced in micromovements. I dance in my chair. I dance in my heart. :)<br /><br />Bless you, my friend!<br />MariaMariahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17377339385445814624noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8905400852427551541.post-3231783085928803282010-09-25T19:00:58.104-06:002010-09-25T19:00:58.104-06:00Thank you Leslie ~ Yes, doing a lot of nurturing s...Thank you Leslie ~ Yes, doing a lot of nurturing stuff these days :) to where "....attention is 'immersed in the senses in the present and in simple being.'" Truly healing! Have to go back and remind myself what that meditation was! <br /><br />At the Window always ~ Christine :)Mystic Meanderinghttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09746429719911446865noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8905400852427551541.post-82572702378861104622010-09-25T17:41:15.954-06:002010-09-25T17:41:15.954-06:00Thank you for this beautiful post Christine. I wil...Thank you for this beautiful post Christine. I will be sure to check out the video. Warmest wishes for some soothing care for that body. <br />I wanted to mention that your description of your 'second meditation' from your '3 Practices Window' describes a bit of what I've been feeling, on-and-off, lately. It's a deeply satisfying mediation where the attention is 'immersed in the senses in the present and in simple being.' (Jeannie Zandi) Which reminds me...the chimes outside are calling. :)<br />See you tonight.<br />XOXO<br />-LeslieLeslienoreply@blogger.com