I don't remember winter
being so grey - even when
the sun is shining...
being so grey - even when
the sun is shining...
So frozen, so cold, hard crusted;
which may only be a reflection
of my own inner landscape.
I have been frozen lately -
iced in by life circumstances....
which may only be a reflection
of my own inner landscape.
I have been frozen lately -
iced in by life circumstances....
And then, out of the blue,
standing in the kitchen
under a moonlit sky light
in the dark of night,
everything softened -
as I thought about "the visitor"
sitting alone in her chair,
suffering and struggling,
mentally and physically,
day in and day out...
standing in the kitchen
under a moonlit sky light
in the dark of night,
everything softened -
as I thought about "the visitor"
sitting alone in her chair,
suffering and struggling,
mentally and physically,
day in and day out...
Sadness arose for her aloneness,
and hard life - self imposed
by life choices made long ago -
for which she now pays the consequences -
or so I tell myself...
and hard life - self imposed
by life choices made long ago -
for which she now pays the consequences -
or so I tell myself...
Then Compassion overtook me -
and my heart melted, released of its
hard line - and dare I say "love" arose
for "the visitor" who sits alone in her chair,
her body and mind breaking down;
memory and mental capacity quickly waning -
struggling day in and day out;
just sitting -
solitaire and TV
her constant companions...
and my heart melted, released of its
hard line - and dare I say "love" arose
for "the visitor" who sits alone in her chair,
her body and mind breaking down;
memory and mental capacity quickly waning -
struggling day in and day out;
just sitting -
solitaire and TV
her constant companions...
A life suspended...
Mystic Meandering
January 6, 2023
January 6, 2023
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Photo - Mystic Meandering
No one is born wishing to sit trapped in a chair but it happens. Empathy is a solace that softens the edges of our frustrations at how some of us get there. :)
ReplyDeleteIndeed - none of us knows how our lives will unfold... Sometimes we need to have empathy and compassion for ourselves living through this life experience - and magic umbrellas help as well :)
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