B left this morning in another attempt to visit his mother…
Fortunately this time he made it
without a car glitch…
I am
always saddened by his departure, even though I look forward to the “alone
time.”
We always
leave little cards for each other, reminders of our love, and little words of
encouragement for the time apart. This
morning I found this card under my pillow.
He had made the card himself, finding these stylized Japanese symbols on-line
- supposedly the symbol for “serenity” – adding the word “sabbatical”, knowing
that this was my intention - to use this time to deepen into communion with
Beloved “Silence.” This means stopping
the daily routine, finding the Inner Sanctuary and resting there; withdrawing
from the internal chaos, sinking into Sacred Silence - and listening; withdrawing the mind
from the quest for whatever it is I *think* I’m still searching for: the quest
for “answers” to the cosmic questions, and the mental gyrations that go with
that - allowing the mind to come to rest as well – just BEing.
On the
inside cover of the card there was another Japanese symbol for “awakening.” “…..meaningful awakenings,” he wrote in his
note, “revealed through venturing into the unknown, through the presence of
Awareness, riding the rapids on our pathway to the Eternal Sea
– the Ultimate Reality”
Love doesn't get any better than that :) Someone who knows your deepest Self...
And so
over the next few days, that’s exactly what I’ll be doing: taking a “Serenity
Sabbatical”, standing at the edge of the Unknown, dwelling in the Silence
between thoughts, conversing with the Universe, J becoming aware of the Eternal Sea,
the Inner Rhythm, the indwelling spontaneous movement of LIFE – again and again
– carried by the Inner Flow of Being…
See you
on the other side! J
“The finite man longs for the Infinite.
The love that makes the stars,
moves also the heart of man,
and a law of spiritual gravitation
leads his soul to the Soul of the Universe.
The love that makes the stars,
moves also the heart of man,
and a law of spiritual gravitation
leads his soul to the Soul of the Universe.
Man sees the sun by the light of the sun,
and he sees the Spirit
by the light of his own inner spirit.
and he sees the Spirit
by the light of his own inner spirit.
The radiance of eternal beauty
shines over this vast universe
and in moments of contemplation
we can see the Eternal…
shines over this vast universe
and in moments of contemplation
we can see the Eternal…
Juan Mascaro
(From – Introduction to his translation of the
Bhagavad Gita)
Via – Love Is A Place
May you have a wonderful sabbatical. what a dear your husband is! Peace be with you. and thanks for your comments on my blog. Suki
ReplyDeleteIt has been exquisite! Just what I've been needing... Over tomorrow :( Enjoy your get-away to the Cape!
DeleteOh fullness.
ReplyDeleteIndeed :)
DeleteOh "he's a keeper" as people say to me about J, how sweet! Our notes to each other are far more immature, lol.
ReplyDeleteYou're back on line!!! Yeay! :) Gosh this post feels like ages ago! Yes, lol, he's a "keeper" - most of the time LOL :)
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