I heard a
voice of a young child as I was waking from sleep yesterday morning. It yelled “No More!” The voice came from *inside* - How strange I
thought. I wondered if this was a
message for me, or, if it was me screaming from the inside – “No More!” –
enduring a particularly stressful time at this moment in life. Or was it my
inner psyche calling out to a world gone mad; witnessing a species apparently
turning against itself, apparently trying to destroy itself in so many
different ways – or so it seems. And the
rest of us – onlookers – enduring the dance of darkness that plays itself out –
forced to face the darkness within and without.
I pondered this all day, turning my awareness inward to the fear inside
– repeating the phrase internally – “No More!” At the end of the day’s reflection was the
sense that sometimes all we can do is endure the way life is – day to day. And I wondered why - why that is true, why is
it that we must “endure” such pain, such suffering, both within and without… But there was no answer….
Maybe the voice was from a dream I didn’t
realize I was having. And maybe that
really is what life is – a dream we don’t realize we’re having – that we must
endure for as long as the dream lasts, until we are awakened from the dream by
a voice saying “No More!”… I don’t know… I cannot presume to know anything anymore…
~
Below is a “poem” I wrote from my
meditative writings
sometime between 2004 and 2006 that gives a
different perspective.
sometime between 2004 and 2006 that gives a
different perspective.
Entropy
The shadows have come to roost
and
*everything*
is
collapsing
~
~
~
~
The tides and ripples of entropy will continue
until all is returned to Source again ~
the Primordial State:
Pure Life Energy…
Entropy is not necessarily a bad thing.
It is the way of Existence.
It is a
T
E
L
E
S
C
O
P
I
N
G
of
everything that is,
back to its original Source/State;
a re-homing of all that was created in form,
the conceptual structures,
so that only
the Eternal
Essence
remains
Do not be alarmed by the seeming destruction
of what you have *believed* to be real.
The false must be released, shed – like dross.
In this there is a sense of chaos, destruction,
loss, and death;
the crucible affect;
a state of alchemy,
the refinement of all things in existence
to its Original Nature.
Nothing is lost in the process.
All is coming Home.
The
Divine
Outbreath
Has
Been
Re-called.
Bring your awareness to the place of Stillness
within.
Don’t try to create order in the chaos.
But be still and let the chaos pass.
”Order” is found in the Stillness,
in returning to deep Stillness
The healing of mankind
is
in
the
*recognition*
Of
The
Truth
of its
Eternal Essence -
Infinite Beingness…
Entropy is the crucible of that healing…
Allow it…
~
The invitation
is to
expand our view of reality
and return to the *awareness* of
our Eternal Being…
Mystic Meandering
taken from my
Meditative Writings
written between
2004 and 2006
beautiful Mystic. "Entropy is the crucible of that healing" I love this profound words in this post profound thoughts
ReplyDeleteThank you Suki :) I never know what will come through during those meditative moments...
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