The above
piece is a work in progress, except that I *love* this piece the way it
*is*! It speaks to me so deeply about
what is behind the masks we wear: the Infinite Spaciousness of Eternal Beingness. Even though the masks we wear themselves may
be beautiful, what is behind them is the Infinite Spacious Cosmos ItSelf –
represented here by “the dark” canvas behind the mask. And so I left this sitting on an easel in my
creative space to inspire me. I see it
every time I walk by the room, which is several times daily – admiring its
simplicity, and its subtle message – that who we *think* we are (our egos, our
personalities, our minds, our bodies) is only a mask that arises out of Infinite
Cosmic Beingness. Eventually this piece
may be “finished” as I envisioned it – but I am waiting, listening for it to
call to me…
Several
weeks ago in meditation I got the image of a mask lifting off what in my mind
was an outline of a “meditating face”, an “empty” face against a black
background, that I crudely drew with ink pen, in my journal notes, so is a bit
messy… This inspired me to go out and
try to find a mask, which obviously I did, at a local craft store, and
basically just hung it over the black canvas; an old canvas that I had previously
painted over several times…
After I hung it I was hesitant to draw the outline of the “meditating
face” in – but wanted to just sit with it.
I was drawn to the very visceral sense of the mask *emerging* out of the
darkness – which soothed something within me – as if a recognition was
occurring.
This
piece speaks to me in so many ways, one being the Zen saying: Keep stepping back until you step into That
which is looking through your eyes – seeing through the mask you wear -
pointing to what we really are as Infinite Space, Infinite Beingness, Infinite
Spirit. That is what is looking through
the mask – our Eternal Being. I find
that inspiring – that who we are *is* the Infinite Cosmos ItSelf – our True Being,
which is of course Internal. It is not
“out there” somewhere in space :) – but right Here in the very Heart of our
Being – and yet – we ARE that Cosmic Spaciousness as well – our Home, our
Cosmic Mother so-to-speak… We ARE the
stuff of stars…
So often
we view the darkness in our lives as “bad”, something to avoid, to not allow
into our experience because we have labeled it as being the opposite of light,
or something “evil” – a dark, foreboding abyss.
When in fact, according to some traditions, it is the light that emerged
out of Infinite Darkness – out of the Cosmic Womb – the Primordial Stillness,
if you will – out of which our planet, solar system and galaxy emerged… Fascinating!
About two
weeks after putting this “piece” together on the easel I received an on-line
newsletter called NonDuality Highlights.
It featured an article written by Ivan Granger from Poetry Chaikhana giving
his interpretation of a poem called “The Good Darkness” by Hakim Sanai, a Sufi
poet. (You can view the poem and entire article HERE). As I read through it I thought, what timing! It all came together for me. I have only printed an excerpt here, because
it is those parts that say what I wanted to say about “The Good Dark” but
couldn’t articulate.
He says:
“What is this “Good Dark”?
Light is so often considered one of the attributes of the Divine, but we
forget that dark too is also a metaphor...
The Eternal is sometimes called dark because IT is beyond the ability of
the limited intellect to see. It is the
realm where there is no longer separations; nothing is seen as separate from
That [the Eternal]. It can feel like a
shining darkness.
So the Sacred Dark, the Good Dark, is God [the Eternal]
vast beyond comprehension, [it is] Being that gathers everything, even light,
into ItSelf. This is the darkness where
there is great joy. This is the immense
Mystery…
If we understand the Divine to be that living, mysterious
darkness, then we finally recognize ourselves as the same as that darkness.
[the light and dark being the same – think Yin-Yang where the light is
contained within the dark and dark within the light – as a symbol of oneness]. In the
‘half-light’ [partial understanding] we are still distracted by our own faces,
we are confused, more aware of ourselves than the holy mystery we touch. We become like a young lover, too
self-conscious to simply lose oneself in the embrace of the Beloved.
…[when] we have no face of our own *separate* from That
[our face before we were born – maybe my “meditating face”?], then we can melt
silently into the Good Dark, into the mystery of the Divine. Your face gets erased – the false self, the
little me, the ego [the mask - your sense of separateness *from* the You that
is Divine]. This is the place where
concepts fail, where reality is no longer parceled out into dichotomies of good
and bad, right and wrong (no division of opposites)... There is nothing (except the Divine Wholeness
that is all things, emptying individual things of their substance.) The
ego-mind is no longer able to say ‘this is separate from that.’
In the mind’s deep stillness, reality is perceived as one,
whole, unsegmented, pure – beyond the ego’s attempts to segment reality.
If you can settle deeply into this awareness [that there
is nothing except Divine Wholeness, beyond the mask], then you will find
yourself drinking the ecstasy of true love-wisdom!”
Ivan Granger, Poetry Chaikhana…
[brackets are mine] (parentheses his)
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